My biggest fear my adult life has been going to prison. I don't drink everyday, because when I drink I like to stay drunk. It kind of eases my fear to see that there are seperate divisions in prisons for different crimes. It also eases my fear to see that at least some of the prisoners are good people, despite their mental illnesses. I feel really bad for one of the dudes in this show. As sick as he his, he admits that he may need meds the rest of his life. Here I am, able to live a halfway decent life, and I can't get a job as a cashier because I drink to much. Here I am on the outside, and I am too good to commit to an AA gathering. The legal age to drink is 21. I think that is way to young. I actually think that alcohol should be illegal. It's nice to have a 'fun' time, but the way that I've always looked at drugs is that, A: You'll either love it and want to do it again, B: You'll hate it and wish you never did it. I've tried plenty of drugs years ago, but I've always gone back to a bottle. I've drank for nearly two decades now, so I like to watch these shows to kind of give me a kick of reality. All it takes is wrecking into another vehicle or a pedestrian... It doesn't matter how good of a person you are. MADD has been a heavy influence on lawmakers. When I drink, I stay at home. I'd prefer not to drink at all. But to get back on topic, these shows are really good for sobering me up at times.